Serba-sebyk Hidup seOrg neWteaCHER??

aku dilahirkan kt umah tok mek (rmh umi dibesarkan) atau nme glemernye kg.sireh,kelantan..mek kelate la ni..ank ke-3 drpd 7...ank cm aku ni ader krisis dlman skit..aku ni pendiam n ckup sensitif..suka ngajuk la...lgpun antara adik-bradik, aku ni hodoh la kot cm cite ugly duckling....so, wt keje pun sorg2..dh biase idup cmtu..aku stat blaja kt besut..lupe lak nme tmpt tu pe, tp igtnye umo 4, 5thn la..sek PASTI asenye..then,umi pindah tmpat keje..so, aku pun ikt pindah sek..sek tadika layout gerai..pastu naik sek rendah..SK Bukit Kenak..sapa darjah 2..mcm2 aku wt 2 thn tu..yg best msuk story-telling compettion..mng no1..klh senior,hahaha..drjh 3,pindah lagi...msuk SK Gong Kapas lak..duk situ kejap je sapa sem 1 darjah 4...pastu pindah lagi..abah kna tkar keje..msuk plak SK Seb Marang...nye letak aku kt kls bwh...pastu aku buktikan..tup2 tiap ujian blnan aku dpt highest..so, melompatla aku msuk kls top ,haha....later...UPSR pun tiba....alhamdulillah..aku dpt result cemerlang..smentara tgu twaran aku blaja dlu kt SMK Tg Lela..pastu dpt twrn SBP ngan MARA...aku plh MRSM Dungn (skg dh tutup,khabarnye kot kerana krisis politik)..dpt result PMR biase2 je, so aku plih MRSM Besut lak...di sini la bermula sgala2nya..prestasi aku naik blk..mcm2 aku msuk...SPM lak...result kuar..blehla dibanggakan...tp result B.I aku lak,adoiii..ni kes silap format la ni..hancur result aku yg lain...tp xpe la..dpt twaran msk Kolej Matrik Pahang..duk 2 bln sne dpt twrn pendidikan guru lak..memandangkan mmg cita2 aku sjk kecik,cikgu2 je xde mende lain,aku pun go on..slmt tggl kwn2..l love u all...myself missing..till now still missing.....environment study in this field very different...behaviour kwn2....,mmm......i miss myself.....uWWWaaaaaaaa....

HoLiday???

huh...a lot of assignments i need to do,but i have no mood to do that...well, i need to get that mood to do well..huhu..actually,I'm hardworking girl-->not yet a woman,k?...but, now i felt i lost in everything....my talent suddenly missing with my age increases..why r??i can't speak in english well, counting well,most i do now...very horrible..who i am now???i'm getting confius with myself..Help me!!!!!

mY classmates..B.Ed-QUT Science 2

bkl2 cikgu 2010....insyaalh

SBE..ooo..SBE..

most community outside do not know SBE is stand for what right??SBE is for School-Based Experience...but i think most of us know what is ROS..I'm right??actually, SBE and ROS is similar...maybe coz for future teacher cm aku ni kot jd different skit..actually i'm first batch utk program PISMP..keluaran ijazah pendidikan (selama ni diploma je, cm KPLI tu,dorg dpt sijil diploma dlm bidang perguruan ni je)..so, next year is the last year for us to 'study' at IPG....mm..i'm luckily coz my degree certification is under Queensland University of Technology,Australia.....now, baru habis SBE kat Sek Keb Bukit Gasing,Terengganu...i spend 2 weeks to stay at this school...i found many things from this school..thanks for all especially to Cikgu Roslaini....slalu ajak aku join kls die...biarpun plajar kls tu nkl2 skit....for once, i tried to teach them..huh..so difficult to control them...what must i do if i teach kids like these in the future???i think, i must get help before i getting burn out in the future......however, i miss them....

***xde nk perlekeh mane2 pihak ye?so,jgnla terasa ati ngan jantung tu...just to share..